Life, Faith & Providence

It is faith.
In the end, all we have is our faith.


Death, disease, attachment, unhappiness, war, fighting, arguing, debating, killing, murdering, lies, addiction, deceit, racism, facism, misery, infatuation, ambition, extremism, trauma, confusion, evil, inequality... and ignorance.

The list is never ending.





Let's be honest and get the evil, bitter truth out of the way - suffering is deeply interwoven with our existence. You may think, therefore, an intelligent persons' foremost priority should be to strive endlessly in an attempt to put an end to suffering once and for all - any other goal apart from this and surviving, is futile.

Although, as mentioned before - life without suffering is like lungs without air. Just accepting this fact, is more than enough to declare a person a GREAT deal closer to liberation from suffering - because acceptance is among the most earnest of traits.

In truth, the closest bet one has to extinguishing suffering once and for all is death. Yet all men, having developed an attachment to their bodies, fear death. This is a conundrum. So what well and sane person is willing to end his life in hopes of ending his suffering, when he has no compass to guide him, no map to follow, no light in the dark, nor any guarantee of a specific hereafter - let alone a hereafter after all.


Do not fear death. But please do not wish for death either. It is not the answer to your problems.






A real person, a seeker of the ultimate truth, starts from the bottom up. From ground zero. They do not accept what they have been told and they do not swallow what they have been fed, unless it is something that they FEEL deep within their heart - a strong "gut instinct", which in this case can be relied on more than any flutter of thought.

They tirelessly refresh their child-like innocence and curiosity towards the possibility of an "ultimate" goal - all while simultaneously holding the reins of a deceiving intellect in, and in hopes of never becoming infatuated with the deceptive chatter of their minds, like so many have failed to do in the past (and like so many continue to do so).

That being said, one should still use their intellect (while it still works) - to aid them in their spiritual journey. Through doing this, they may gain a strong baseline understanding of existence - highlighting the subtle, yet ever-so apparent truths of daily life within the boundaries of this physical world. Just having this baseline understanding of existence will nullify many of the pains of life.

Why? Because understanding is a beautiful thing. When we understand something, especially a problem, we can begin to take the first steps at attempting to solve it.
Understanding is what our minds thirst for, but faith is what our hearts yearn for.






Enough talk.

What is the point of this blog?

You might need to open your heart, and you might need a little more faith (and so do I).
This blog can help you understand why.


I'm going to throw some ideas at you - they will sting at first. But this is a necessary process to wake you up.

Let's begin with what we know, with what is evident in this physical world:


"All things of form are lacking, interdependent and in flux."




What does this mean?
Let's break it down.


1) All things of form are "lacking". All things have taken on a particular identity - which in itself is discrimination, a separation, and a mere portion of the created existence as we know it. Observe for a moment, the separation of "yin" and "yang".


2) This discriminative identity hints at the next law of form - "interdependency". All things require other things in order to function, exist or to have come into existence. Two complimentary things need each other in order to sustain their identities. Yin is derived from yang, yang is derived from yin.


3) And just as something of form was birthed into an existence subject to space, time and causality, it will also dissipate and recycle itself into existence - which is the final law of form - "flux", all things are in constant process of change. Yin recycles into yang, yang recycles into yin.


Patient observation reveals these laws can be applied to virtually anything.
What I am trying to say is this:

A man is only a man in contrast to a woman - The masculine and feminine proceed in vain without each other. The unison of the two beings brings about the birth of a new being. In addition to this, when masculine and feminine are in harmony, the complementary nature of the two conceives a balanced, calm and progressive energy which uncovers many possibilities for growth.

Day is day only because of the night existing. The earth requires both the sun and the moon to work together in unison to support its intelligent functioning, to support its life.





Liquid is liquid only in contrast to solids and gasses. Celestial bodies such as planets require the unison of the three forms to exist and it is only a matter of time before all forms of matter recycle themselves into different forms.

And so, just as moon and matter dissipate - this human body and mind, too, will evaporate, along with everything and everyone we hold dear.

There are many laws - but these 3 laws of existence are the most evident. Yet this is just the tip of the iceberg. There is also a law known as "Karma".

I did mention causality earlier. But "Karma" is a more fitting word - which is basically causality but with a more personal, moral dimension. If there is life, there is death. Everything that has a beginning, also has an end. And everything that has a cause, has an effect.

Sooner or later our actions have consequences - whether our actions be in word, thought or movement.





A (somewhat) hypothetical example of karma at play:

A man owns a large industrial estate. Let's refer to him as "Mr X". He employs a great many people. Business is going well. Many people love him, he is funny, confident, well-known in the city and demands great respect from the government, politicians and army. Wealth is virtually thrown at him. Recently he has been on TV for his latest ideas on the next stage of military "defence" and manufacturing of his country.

This man is one of the most renowned pioneers of advanced weapons technology in his country.

According to society's standards,this man is a prime example of what it means to be a conforming and "productive member of society". In fact - he goes above and beyond the call of duty of his country by having such a powerful hand in it's so called "defense" mechanisms and measures.

In reality - the karmic effects of Mr X's motivations run deep. His whole life reeks of unconsciousness.

Through his hand, the world is torn in half. The trees and rivers around his estate are poisoned due to chemicals emitted by his factories leaching into the environment. People and animals in the nearby areas develop numerous health issues. And halfway across the world - a "terrorist" state is being "liberated" and cleansed from it's backwards and primitive culture. Not to mention, he is indirectly responsible for the creation of weapons of mass destruction and death. More wastage of the earth's precious resources.

That's a lot of Karma for one man.


The people who protest against him and his work are called "hippies", "leftists", "losers", "traitors", they are abused by government forces and ostracised by their own countrymen. They are even publicly shamed.

At this point in the mans life - it is best to run to the himalayan mountains, isolate himself, change his name and start begging God for forgiveness, every...single...day... for the rest of his life.

We must all tread carefully with our karma. Life is a "free for all" for some. But for an intelligent person, everything they are to endeavor in is judged and questioned with the utmost care and sensitivity - "what effect will this have on others?!".

Just because we cannot immediately see the work of our hands at play - does not mean our work has no effect. There are happenings in this world which go far beyond the spectrum of human perception.

Mr X may have earned himself a place in hell.



Therefore, have a little faith in the unseen. Treat the world as if it was your own body - as if it was your own heart.

Do not build walls - build bridges

When a person says - "I am this"...or..."I am that"... they are essentially drawing a line between them and the rest of the world, in that immediate moment - they have created a division, a separation, they have put up a wall between them and everyone else - and the possibility of a genuine relationship forming between that person and others, is slim to none.





We will be greatly liberated from the lower rungs of human consciousness, when we finally decide to stop our identity from dictating our frames of reference in regards to how we interact with other people and the world around us.





Many wars and fights across the globe will stop, and many more will cease at a more personal level - when we come to this collective understanding.

There has been enough tension and enough wars between groups of people on this earth for an eternity, we are constantly getting dragged into misunderstandings and conflicts. Peace is good, live and let live. I have not even experienced war, but I thank God everyday because of the clear perception of life bestowed upon me - I feel the pain of those who have suffered very well.





There is too much progress to be made, Intellectually, socially, emotionally, physically, cosmically, but most importantly spiritually. There is so much more soul-searching that the average man and woman can do, yet they choose to get caught up in the filthy desires of their lower self.

This blog is not abandoning identity - no, that's not what this blog is about. Be proud of who you are, but be considerate of others, be humble with your expression of your "self".

Yes, our identity grounds us, it gives us a meaning, a purpose, a platform to grow from, mental stability, and goals to achieve - but it can quickly turn into a delusional poison, depending on how much of it you decide to let consume your life.





Be a balanced human being in all aspects of life.

Balance

The Balance.

On one side you have seeking, and on the other you have believing.
Somewhere between the two you will find the truth.
Somewhere towards the ends of either two you will find delusion.






Sometimes, we need a bit more or less of one to balance out the other.
Having searched enough intellectually, physically and emotionally without coming across an answer - I have hit a wall, a wall so high that it blatantly points to faith as the only thing that can scale and overcome it.





I am reciting, I am repenting, I am reading, I am meditating, I am praying, but most of all I am beginning to believe.





But faith takes time.
It is not as instant as the search.
It takes ritual, practice, dedication, discipline, repetition and letting go.


Yes, it's true. Man made this world hell. "Save it". No, save yourself first.






I must let go of what I cannot control, stop fretting over things of past, present and future - and put faith into action, for faith is the shield which will protect me from the violent and everchanging waves of life.
What has happened, what is happening, and what will happen - is meant to be. We cannot be enslaved by our circumstances, however good or bad they are in this world, and whatever good or bad we perceive, is in truth a transitory passing.


Through a combination of honesty, retrospection, understanding, seeking and most importantly faith - our perception of life can be one for one with reality: true, clean and pure - like the moon when freed from clouds.




This is what I see:
This world is a harsh game, a farse, a joke, an illusion.
The moment we are born - our death sentence begins.
It sounds unbelievable, but it's simply existence attempting to communicate with us - an act of providence, so to speak.
It is God reminding us that this existence is a test, and in order to pass it one must weigh both sides, one must drink the poison and the cure, one must both seek and believe.


To pass this test you MUST walk directly in the middle, you need to learn to live the right way - and that is with balance at the heart of every decision.

Don't forget this.

Money

The whole premise of money is to give a value to something which doesn't exist - a figment of our imagination, so that a person may trade for something which does exist - often something necessary to human survival. This illusion dictates both the quality and quantity of experiences a person has throughout his life.





Experiences can be bought, but wisdom and insight cannot - no matter how much wealth a person may have.

The average person, who is preoccupied by the fight for his daily bread - does not spare a thought for the evil and selfish roots of money. One may argue that such a person should be spared from judgement, as they do not possess the intellectual capacity to obtain the correct level of political understanding in order to hold their ground in debate - proving they are in fact the rightful slaves to be subdued by it.

Still, putting aside the differences of the individual man for a moment, a person is born into a society, part of him has to accept the state of things in order to increase his chances of survival. He must understand how to obtain food, water, a compatible mate, shelter, social acceptance and community, various material resources, medical knowledge and resources.

He must act. And he must act accordingly of that.





But the other part of him, his organic self that has been neglected, restrained and indoctrinated from the early years through various "status quo" instruments which are seemingly their to "develop" him - such as school, the media narratives and even (God forbid) his parents - longs to know of the true affairs of the society he was birthed into.

If he is not strong-minded, his innocence will die and the desire to re-evaluate and in some way influence and re-design society will vanish - if this happens to be the scenario, just like every other person, he will begin to spew the same regurgitated entrapments that "influencers" and social media puppets spew: "crypto", "trading", "stocks", "investments", "bonds" etc... the list goes on...





Who decided that this spewed rubbish was good for humanity collectively? The fiddling of finances ultimately leads to dead-ends, power imbalances, civil war, suffering and death. But society cannot see the effects immediately. There are layers upon layers of abstraction which keep the inner-workings of the wealth and power "game" from sight.

Money began as a means of exchange - a tool to simplify barter. But over centuries, we've moved from:



Physical goods to Coinage, Paper currency to Bank credit, Stock markets to Derivatives, Crypto to Decentralized Finance....

With each level, we've gained abstraction - a step further from tangible, productive labour or natural resources.





The stock market does not reward productivity; it rewards speculation, timing, and perception.

Crypto is often pitched as a decentralized revolution, but in practice, early adopters and insiders get rich off hype while others lose.

Investments today often generate more money than labour. Capital earns more than work.







This leads to a feedback loop where:

Money begets money, and labour becomes increasingly undervalued.

The wealth game rewards manipulation over contribution.





The sad truth is we are all stuck, and working like a dog for your plumbing company is not going to get you anywhere.



Furthermore, generational circumstances have changed drastically. With the rate of technological and social advancement, the differences between a previous generation to it's successor generation are so pronounced, the frames of reference so different - that old age seems to have lost it's wisdom. In other words, what can grandpa and grandma REALLY teach us that is beneficial for our survival?







If there is a game - there must be a creator of the game, right? So who are the kings of cash? So to speak.

If we delve a little more into the history of the money/wealth game, Ashkenazi Jews were historically channelled into moneylending due to restrictions placed on them by the native European people. They became quite familiar with usury. Eventually they climbed the ranks of the banks and of the wealth game. Now? they hold great sway in the political affairs across the globe.



Within the Ashkenazi community, it is apparent their exists a clique within a clique within a clique. A group astronomically more powerful than the so called "global elite" - an obfuscous network of Jews who have been shaped by two things: (1) a history of genocides and pogroms directed towards the Jewish people, (2) and an undying, deeply rooted messianic complex.



It sounds like a joke... or satire, but a quick glance at the majority of western goverment structures, and you will find that Ashkenazis are far more overrepresented than any other minority. They are in wealth, Intelligence Agencies, Health and Education boards and so on... And if they don't get what they want, if they don't control the narrative - they will drag the entire earth to hell, with whatever means neccessary.



This is no longer a "conspiracy theory" or an "anti-semetic" rambling, this is a fact. A little research, a discerning mind, and a healthy nervous system need be to recognize this.





And now, in the middle east, we are witnessing the Zionists commit evil acts directed towards the Palestinian people, using the October 7th 2023 attacks and the Israeli hostages as an excuse to genocide and colonize the land of the people who have lived their for hundreds of years.





I have come to be reminded of two things from watching this genocide: 1) The layman is ill-natured. He believes what he wants. He cannot discern truth from untruth, but is willing to fight to death for a fabricated and meaningless cause proposed to him by the state 2) There are forces at work in this world which are more powerful and evil than we can comprehend.





I said in the beginning of the blog, no amount of wealth can buy wisdom and insight.

But how do you get wisdom and insight?

Pray, seek and be silent.

Separate yourself completely from the world, so that you may be able to see what is really going on from the outside.

Don't get anything twisted, don't kill or die in the name of anything. In time we will reshape this entire world for the better, but first the individual has to focus on improving himself for the sake of God. "God", being the universal intelligence that runs deep within and is entwined with every single thing in this world. That's where it all begins, and ends.





The real wealth is within you, it's within your heart and soul. Be a true man. Be a true woman.